In the midst of a world full of competitions,
I'm still competing with my inner-self, trying to look for the best in me!
In the midst of a world where people are fighting to prove others wrong,
I'm fighting with myself, proving myself wrong.
Why should I be discouraged, when I know the battle hasn't even begun yet..!
In the midst of two paths, a path that would change my life forever...And a path that will only bring me regrets.
Career to me, is not just a "job". It's what I'm meant to do.
It could be anything! It could be working with an ad agency or making some feature films or working with an NGO or becoming a Journalist..!!
The list does not end here. There's a wide field open for the youngsters these days, which makes it even more confusing.
I've to make a choice this year. And it's going to be a choice between Advertisement and Journalism.
After every Advertisement lecture, I get into my college canteen, hog and go back home.
But after every Journalism lecture I go to the library, look for reference books for Journalism, read newspapers, read some good articles, look for stories, do a lot of research on them and think over and over about it to find a missing angle and research on that one as well..!!
You see, I think I'm naturally interested in Journalism.
But I'm not that spontaneous and don't have much knowledge about Politics and Sports. Two very important topics Indian Journalism deals with..!!
But the urge to do something, for not just the country, but for the world, tempts me to opt for Journalism.
But the worst part in this confusion is that my college does not provide Journalism, an option that I should have in my third year in Mass Communication.
So, even if I want to take Journalism, I'll have to change my college, which again, is next to impossible! I don't know if colleges permit admissions in the last year.
But hopefully, they will. Or I may just land up doing Advertisement and then Masters in Journalism.
Un-clear goals. Un-clear ambition. Yet smiling and ready to take challenges!
Don't know what this little ant is going to do in the huge world..!!